Losing ambitions

Day in and day out, I wonder how many young women,like me, highly qualified, creative and ambitious, give in to their deep and inherent tenderness of a woman and then fret and frown about the opportunities missed.  It was my decision to stay at home, to be with my daughter through her growing years, to nourish and cherish these lovely moments. But this doesn't mean I have to give up on my dreams. Every time I decide to do something, there is always something that holds me back. I wish to free myself from this hard bound chains, that is wrapping itself around me, more tightly, with each passing day. I know I can do it, I want to break away and fly high.

Wings

Looking back at life, I realise the many opportunities missed, the many friendships lost, the many dreams crushed and the many ambitions sacrificed.

O Girl, what is holding you back when sky is the limit and you have wings to fly away..

Daughter

Most days I keep looking at this tiny bundle of energy n wonder if she really came out of me. Your big curious questioning eyes n your naughty smile fills my day and keeps my heart at peace. I keep worrying about you every second of the day, wondering whether your comfortable,whetherbyou are hungry n what's going on in Ur tiny little mind. I keep waiting for the day youbwill walk n talk n fill this home with your laughter n chatter. You are our precious our peaceful baby girl

A new beginning

It's been a long time since I wrote anything. It was writing that used to keep me sane during my troubled days. Writing helps me draw out all the unspoken worries n tension that keeps piling up within me. To let out all my negative energy I will write again